Random Thoughts

Not well, down with a throat infection.An unwanted (or very much wanted!!!) break of 1 full day!
not feeling sleepy, so again jotting down some random thoughts that keep on popping up while i keep popping my pills (list of medicines is endless at my end ..but no issues :D)

Thought no 1
Kab tak..till when will i drag on in my office. I like my work, its umm...interesting but its not i would like to do my whole life!!!! need to be a freee bird!! This thought is getting stronger day by day..but dont have time to take action on it.What, How, When to go about it no idea..nobody to
but have to do something..back to a full circle

Thought no 2
Marriage..marriage...marriage...this is the chant that goes on in my house nowadays.Though i dont have any problems with bureaus, sites nd stuff but..pata nahi..the idea of wearing a saree, serving chai to someone unknown..gives me creeps!!!! just reminds me..that i have been put up in the marriage market where everybody takes a look at each other..achha laga..rakh lo..otherwise REJECTED! always wonder..why dint i ever fall in love and have a love marriage so that itna jhanjhat hi nahi hota (love marriages ke bhi jhanjhant hote hai i know!)

Thought no 3
This thought has its root in the marriage thingie only..i always wonder whether i have a heart or not.I mean since the time i grew up, all i remember is loss of feelings (those cute ones u see) or rejecting guys for not much of reason.If ever i have had a 'relationship' it hasnt lasted beyond 4 months (no exagerations!) Been called stone hearted, cold hearted everything..and i agree with it too. Its just that..it doesnt make a difference to me!!!!!..anyways...this one..can go on and on and on...

Thought no 4
I have fallen sick after a long period of time (touch wood). All the childhood memories of bad health are paying a visit in dreams nowadays..i see whatever has happened as a 3rd person watching a film..wonder how is that possible ..but thats whats happening!!!! i wish somebody could explain me..whats this phenomenon called..

okay..its almost 11:30 pm..and since i have office tomorrow...Bon nuit! Shab-a-Khair..Goodnight!

The month that was....

Got some free time after a long period of time.Even the holidays were hectic (whatever happend to the iydllyic pace of life)So..have got time because a software in office has been closed for maintanence!. Thought lets jot down the past month that went by.

1 and 2 week of May
Hectic schedules (everybody has them..ull say temme something new!!!)
Tried contacting a few agencies for freelance content writing/copywriting (fulfil my creativity ..hah!)
Disagreements with colleague over a minor but vital issue
Height of fright, a small off cut short to visit Apollo Chennai
3 week of may
half week trying to balance out work and packing while assuring mom that am
absolutely fine. 4 days kill me ..well almost...
2nd half
my vac..yippie..umm..yea..if u take out the travelling bit..
i mean..baroda to Hyderabad..evn by flight, is not near :D
reaching friend's place at last phew!
Hyderabad..
nice place...umm not bad. Mazaa aa gaya...
friday..spent taking rest (also can be categorised as slothing!)
evning venturing out to buy stuff (turns out to be expensive..nevertheless i buy!)
Saturday..see the Hussain sagar lake..in an empty eat street (i hate crowds btw)
watching Jannat (not a bad movie..except for the script :D) then again venturing
out for sometime..just watching the malls and the lazy culture of Hyderabad (it is literally 'aaram se' culture) evening spent in watching Tv and reading books (our idea of relaxation guys!)
Sunday time to leave and we finally go to see the scenic, historic places of Hyderabad (mom is happy for sure!)
Hop and skip over to Chennai..
two days at apollo (no mood to describe the hospital visit)

4th week of may
came as fast as it went..before i could realise..it was sunday..and 1st june,
i complete 1 year of work ex at 1 place only (big thing guys..trust me!)
lot of new developments at home..except my freelancing bit..
still struggling..but its ok...lets see....
satisfactory mahina..cant say...action packed mahina...100%
lets see what june has in store for me (but if i can guess the trailor, this movie is going to be a hell of a roller coaster