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boond boond lafz bandh rahe hai

6/10/08

Random Thoughts

Not well, down with a throat infection.An unwanted (or very much wanted!!!) break of 1 full day!
not feeling sleepy, so again jotting down some random thoughts that keep on popping up while i keep popping my pills (list of medicines is endless at my end ..but no issues :D)

Thought no 1
Kab tak..till when will i drag on in my office. I like my work, its umm...interesting but its not i would like to do my whole life!!!! need to be a freee bird!! This thought is getting stronger day by day..but dont have time to take action on it.What, How, When to go about it no idea..nobody to
but have to do something..back to a full circle

Thought no 2
Marriage..marriage...marriage...this is the chant that goes on in my house nowadays.Though i dont have any problems with bureaus, sites nd stuff but..pata nahi..the idea of wearing a saree, serving chai to someone unknown..gives me creeps!!!! just reminds me..that i have been put up in the marriage market where everybody takes a look at each other..achha laga..rakh lo..otherwise REJECTED! always wonder..why dint i ever fall in love and have a love marriage so that itna jhanjhat hi nahi hota (love marriages ke bhi jhanjhant hote hai i know!)

Thought no 3
This thought has its root in the marriage thingie only..i always wonder whether i have a heart or not.I mean since the time i grew up, all i remember is loss of feelings (those cute ones u see) or rejecting guys for not much of reason.If ever i have had a 'relationship' it hasnt lasted beyond 4 months (no exagerations!) Been called stone hearted, cold hearted everything..and i agree with it too. Its just that..it doesnt make a difference to me!!!!!..anyways...this one..can go on and on and on...

Thought no 4
I have fallen sick after a long period of time (touch wood). All the childhood memories of bad health are paying a visit in dreams nowadays..i see whatever has happened as a 3rd person watching a film..wonder how is that possible ..but thats whats happening!!!! i wish somebody could explain me..whats this phenomenon called..

okay..its almost 11:30 pm..and since i have office tomorrow...Bon nuit! Shab-a-Khair..Goodnight!

11 comments:

डॉ .अनुराग said...

एक दो तीन चार.......कितना सोचोगी यार ....सोते वक़्त सोचते नही है......वैसे ऐसा लगा जैसे तुम्हारे डायरी के पन्ने पढ़ रहा हूँ....ईमानदारी छलकती है पन्नो में ....

कुश said...

अनुराग जी से पूर्णतया सहमत!!

pallavi trivedi said...

it happens..so many thoughts come and go frequently in our mind...whether we want or not... thanx for sharing ur thoughts with us.

meeta said...

kafi vakt ke baad tumhara likha padha...aur vo bhi thoughts.....i understand :) ..... kuch thoghts ko chaho to bhi rok nahi sakte ....

Saee_K said...

thanks to everybody for reading and commenting on something as simple as thoughts...:)

Dr. Zakir Ali Rajnish said...

Good Thought. Congrats.

vipinkizindagi said...

Good Thought

श्रद्धा जैन said...

aisa laga jaise tumhari diary padh rahi hoon
itni imaandari kam hi dekhne ko milti hai

L.Goswami said...

kafi bebak prastuti hai aapki..

..aapne mere blog par aakar mera utsah badhaya dhnyawad

Unknown said...

ब्लैक एंड व्हाइट लिखें तो और ज्यादा बेहतर है. वैसे आप बहुत सलीके से अपनी बात कहती हैं.

Anonymous said...

विचार यानि कि क्रांती,
आपके उमड़ते घुमड़ते विचार पढ़ कर अच्छा लगा, सच्चई और इमानदारी दिखी.
बधाई.